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Posted by emi on September 16th, 2006 @ 6:23am
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I'm not sure what I should post.
My life is pretty much boring as of now.
I'm learning how to use flash properly.
Here's a crap example of me learning.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/Mundinsandfury/test.swf
Sorry I got lazy with the arm. xD
That's all folks.
P.S. Kaila is the bomb and Jason is my dust bunny. x3
Oh.... and my ear has mostly healed, but who really cares anyway? Just a note.
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Posted by emi on August 29th, 2006 @ 4:32pm
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Well... yet again another happy day was ruined. It's been so long since I've had a good day, been talking a lot with my sister and mom, decided to take some classes at the college, and go to visit my dad's this weekend. Oh and I got a wonderful makeup set that makes my skin look flawless. I thought I could never wear eyeliner until now. So for once, my day was pretty damn good. Then I started to try to take the backing of my newly pierced ears out, it was extremely crooked and too tight and I need to straighten it. I couldn't remove it... my mom offered to help but at first I was reluctant. I said, "You are going to end up pulling the entire earring through my ear!" However, I took the chance to let her help and you know what? The entire earring went through my ear.
Painful... Now I have this big hole in my ear... right when I began to feel better again about my appearance. It may not be that big of a problem but the big problem is... this kind of thing happens all the damn time. I feel so out of luck... I was just talking about this with my dad the other day too, "You make your own luck." That can be hard to believe sometimes. Did the people that recently died in that air crash do it on purpose? I think not... it was just a matter of bad luck. I really hope I don't go that far. I just get the little things constantly. I don't have many people I can talk to either. I have Kaila, Jason, Thomas. Most the time when I call them they always seem busy. Kaila you may think I'm so perfect but I'm really not... I don't have friends like you do. Victoria has rather drifted away from me...
Just a few minutes ago when I was really upset and felt so alone… there was no one to talk to, I called Jason but he ended up having to go because of work. I'm afraid to call most of the time because 90% of the time, it's I'll talk to you later or I'll call you back. I am always there for people, my friends but rarely are they there when I really really need them. They may be there for me and care for me, but the timing is awful. Sorry, this journal entry sucks but I'm just really upset...
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Posted by emi on August 19th, 2006 @ 11:09am
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I have finished reading the book, "A Kiss of Shadows” this morning and it was brilliant, powerful. I would have never imagined the fey to be that way. I had forgotten that I actually love reading... This book has been one of the best I have read in a long time; I am definitely in a rush to buy the second book to continue the series. I was though, extremely surprised by the sexuality of this novel but not displeased. It was actually incredibly enjoyable and amusing. Reading this has made me feel more adult-like. It can be hard to see myself as one considering my innocence and childish personality, but on frequent occasions, I can be serious.
As for recommendation, I urge you to read as long as your interests lie within the categories of Faeries, Horror, Dark, and Sex. ^-^
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Posted by emi on August 17th, 2006 @ 7:17pm
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Today there was a long argument between my mother and sister... as always. They seem to argue every time she comes by the house, making things even more difficult for me; making me look bad in a worthless way. It's too much to explain on how I feel belittled by all that is going on. Mom asked me to talk to her and to say she is doing things wrong but then I was asked again to comfort her. Therefore, I did nothing, I don't really want to get into this kind of thing again, my main reason for hiding in my room. For that, I was called selfish but I don't know what I was suppose to say or do really. I wish I could help her but she is stuck in bad habits.
Me, I’m going through stress by simply not being able to interact with Jason as much as I used to. Thank goodness for my friends, if they were not there then I would probably be in a mad house. For now, Nicole, my sister has most of the spotlight on her while I’m being badgered at on the side for not growing up. I am not even yet out of my teens, I will accomplish my young adult goals before I’m the age of my older sister.
As for mother, this stresses her more than anyone I believe and it scares me. Stress does not deal well with an older heart.
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Posted by emi on June 13th, 2006 @ 1:02am
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Posted by emi on June 2nd, 2006 @ 11:33pm
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Summer has begun and believe it or not this is the season where I'm actually pretty busy. I am already in the process of acquiring a tan. My cousin came in last week, it was disastrous but we did have our fun moments. Victoria came too, making the week, end well. Our day at the beach was nice and extremely hot, it was one of the most enjoyable days I've had at the beach. One downside though, I am going to miss my perfectly pale skin. The beginning of this month is going to be my summer lazy days, and then I will be up again spending my time with Jason mostly in the month of July, which is also the month of birthday. The transition into adulthood is not all hunky-dory Yar.
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Posted by emi on March 24th, 2006 @ 8:22am
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My journal entries are terribly boring. They always seem sad and start with, "I haven't updated in awhile...” Meh, I am actually in a good mood this morning oddly enough. I just happened to get a full night’s sleep. I did not get to say goodnight to Jason though, I'm not sure what happened last night. I have something exciting to tell him though and I am anxious and excited that I am about to turn 18. There are certain things I have wanted to do and could not before but in just a few months, I can! <3 I've updated my LJ layout, it's pretty and very me.I was thinking about getting back into the modeling business. I am extremely short though so I could not do anything extreme as I wish I could, just little things. However, as long as I am being paid, I don't care if I model jeans for Sears. Xp
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